The gloominess in the atmosphere was killing me. Being in the midst of all the wailing and crying made me want to scream and run out of the place.
The guy in my lap has soaked my clothes, clutching onto me as if I can bring his dead sister back.
Poor girl was found drowned in her swimming pool. Of course, I sympathize with his loss but there is no way I could ever help him lessen his pain.
"Come on, taehyung. Get a hold of yourself " I said as I pushed him away from myself.
"I can't live without her yn. Please come back my rose"ย my boyfriend wailed even louder. The hall vibrated as his voice got louder as he now threw himself at the feet of his sister's picture.
Other people had to pull him aside because he was interrupting. But this man was not ready to calm down. So I had to step up and pull him in my arms.
"Just stop it. Calm down taehyung. You'll get sick at this rate. You know I'm there for you hmm. Just breathe " I whispered in his ear and his sobs decreased, breathing became stable as he stayed in my arms.
Thankfully the formalities ended pretty fast and we were able to go back to our house after Rosalin's memorial service.
Taehyung went with his family, if I wanted I could've stayed with him. But I just can't. I can't tolerate wailing anymore. I was done for the day and needed some time for myself.
So I just went to my place. I reached my apartment and as I was walking inside the house I felt someone's stare burning into my skin.
I immediately turned around and checked everywhere in the hallways to find absolutely no one.
Just like how it always is. Someone is there but at the same time, they're not. I'm fucking tired of this shit. The creepy vibes I keep getting, it's now becoming a part of me.
I wish I could meet whoever this asshole is just so I can gauge its eyes out to play with 'em. I wish...
I stepped into my house and the first thing I did was close all the windows, double check on the door and curtains.
I can't stand the thought of someone gawking at me.
But even after covering everything, I still feel like there are thousands of eyes around me.
Ignoring the eeriness, I head on to freshen up. And when I was about to hit the hay, my phone pinged with a message.
It was from my lawyer.
"You need to stay away from him. Cut all relationships you have with him. For your own safety yn. I can't help you if you keep yourself involved with that shit."
I sighed, throwing the phone away. I can't believe what I've come to. The past week was supposed to be the best week of my life, but life never let me get my way.
Well, fuck it. I'll get my way no matter what. Fuck everyone.
And before I go too deep into my dark thoughts I curl up inside my bed in sleep.
Ignoring the lingering shadow outside my window.
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